its so wierd when you have something within your grasp, you dont really want it that much. but when it slips away, the more you crave it.

until you lose focus of every thing else.

i think i'm starting to have an inferiority complex.

i didnt run on saturday OR sunday.

hoping i would today.

but i still habe my project to do.

cant wait for thursday when i can have a chance to see lucille again.

i miss her.

i had a dream that i bumped into her

i cant wait for the day i can go out with oi shan.

i miss her too

i cant wait till i see germaine.

i hope she would see me.

i miss her as well.

somoehow i'm starting to miss people. and somehow i'm surrounded by primary school classmates who've become really religious and studious.

so inspiring.

and i'm hoping to feel loved again.