i am so freaking bothered for no freakin reason..

and i'm so freaking irritated that i'm feeling bothered for no reason.

i think its the people that i call my 'friends' and its that stupid boy that i cant stop thinking about.

but i think its just me.

but this is a big deal because i very rarely get irritated.

this is useless.

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i forgot how funny ivan was.

but now i remember